Resentment at its finest

You’ve been home now for a couple hours, the mood hasn’t changed, I can tell you don’t want me here. At least I know I don’t want to be. How do I escape?
I tell you I want to leave, nothing changes.
I tell you I hate you, nothing changes.
What exactly did you fall in love with?
I don’t think it was me. I don’t think you really know me..and the more you get to know me, I think the less you love me
It shows on your face.
It shows in your words.
I’ve always felt ignored..and I tell you this..I tell you I feel it from you.
What do you do? You get mad and just say, ‘I don’t ignore you!’
I just want some understanding, some true caring, a little bit of attention…all the things you claim to give but I don’t feel.
Is the problem me? Do I not feel anything?

Published by jackymcgann

I’m a CNA at a convalescent home and I’m married to a wonderful man! We have 3 dogs that drive me freaking bonkers and 5 cats who I wish didn’t open my doors?! Like screw you, you don’t have thumbs. Anyway, this is the way I’m starting to vent! Hopefully some of you can relate and tell me some stories too. It’s a hard knock life being a CNA..

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