Going back to work today after any days off is hard, the anxiety builds slowly as I have to go back and see what happens today. I’ve always said that I m not a people person…always, since I was little. I just don’t like people and I would rather be alone on any given day. …
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Feeling like a monster
What I hate the most about this job is I feel like it’s turned me into a less caring person. A less passionate woman. An angrier woman. It’s a horrible feeling despising people who can not communicate to the world, and it is a horrible feeling despising the people mourning them slowly dying in front …
Holding a Grudge
I can’t let go of it. I can’t brush it off. I keep trying to forgive and forget but every time I look at your face I get angry all over again. Every time you talk to me, I feel the anger come back. Why can’t I let it go? I need to be happy …
Resentment at its finest
You’ve been home now for a couple hours, the mood hasn’t changed, I can tell you don’t want me here. At least I know I don’t want to be. How do I escape? I tell you I want to leave, nothing changes. I tell you I hate you, nothing changes. What exactly did you fall …
Don’t try to bring me down, I’m trying to come back up
It’s easier said than done but I’m going to try to let things slide…let that chip brush off my shoulder…let that grudge go. Because why am I angry about something that everyone else has already forgotten about? Why am I upset and burdening myself? Sadly no ones going to give me an apology, they aren’t …
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It’s all too much sometimes
There’s too many of you, you all lurk around the house doing what you want when you want. Opening my doors, throwing your food on the floor, scratching my chair, licking my couch. The list goes on.. Every morning, I start it with you guys…I never wanted you but here you are. There’s three of …
Not feeling like myself anymore..
I just feel numb…never felt so much emptiness. I’m numb to my residents sadness, my dogs and cats, even my husband.. I almost feel like I’m forcing a puzzle piece in that doesn’t belong..and I’m that piece. Why does it seem that everything around me is ruined? Not what I wanted? What is it that …
Saturday was crazy…I think there’s a full moon
So my day starts out giving two people showers, one can help and the other doesn’t. Either way I’m washing their ass because I’m sure neither did properly. I’ve had to search all the other halls and gather some towels and washcloths because we had none. By the time I’ve lotioned up and dressed those …
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My First Blog Post
Be yourself; Everyone else is already taken. — Oscar Wilde. This is the first post on my new blog. I’m just getting this new blog going, so stay tuned for more. Subscribe below to get notified when I post new updates.
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The life of a CNA.. 